Set the truth!

You know how I always complain about the guys in my class. Well, today it seems like they crossed the line! They've been bullying this other guy in my class who is a good friend and have always always been patient. But, the bullying that they did today really seemed to have crossed the line. After they did what they did (hide away his shoe in the class) they acted as if they did nothing. NOTHING! I mean seriously what kind of person would do that and none , NONE of them looks like they feel guilty! As a friend I feel the pain that he is suffering. And so did some , no most of the girls in the class.

After that, my friends and I went to Caunselling Room and made a session. We tried not to tell that they did that and all but in the end we gave up and just set the truth. We told i guess almost everything. I even told about how the dumped trash in my bag and when telling it I can feel back the pain which hurt so much and also when I heard my friends' stories, ... we all cried .. i mean .. we're human beings.. Human beings have feelings and we have the right to protect those feelings. I just don't understand why they could all do that?

You know, earlier this year, they weren't so bad. Of course they still weren't 'good' but they were okay. But, I just don't know what made them to suddenly take a huge leap from ' a bit naughty' to becoming ' horribly worse'. I just really hope they find back their tracks because if that happens, it'll happen for the befinit of both parties.

Updated!

yah, sorry for not updating this blog for like .... a few weeks. I can't really be on the computer cause my pendrive got full of viruses from the school computer which immediately got tranfered to the computer when I plug in the pendrive. T-T *sigh* What to do? Now, I can only open the 'Internet Explorer' and I can't even open 'google Chrome' or 'Mozila Firefox'. Plus I can't scan anything and all the stuff in my pendrive is doom.

Thank you

FAiry, my dear friend, Thanks soo much for yesterday. I never would have thought that I would go to the cinema.

Yesterday, my friend Fairy ♥ and her family invited me to go and watch 'The Last Airbender' I was soo shocked and surprised by the invite as teh reason I went to her place is to help take care of Minho♥ (I miss you) . I thinkI've been neglecting my responsibility as I was the one who was so excited about talking care of it. Either way, thanks n_n

STRESS!!! =_=

This is the longest and stressful week I think I've ever had. I don't know why but it's just stressful. Well, most of the stress comes from my health plus the stress from my classmates and lots more. But to be exact there's soo little amount of school wrok that needs to be done.

I cried like a lot of times this week cause of stress. I can't beleive it. It is just too stressful. i don't think I've ever been this stressful even when I was doing the StarNIE project .

Okay since I'm all better (i think) I'll just stop here I guess cause I don't feel like talking about thos stressful things. Oh yeah, and my computer is now in a really BAD condition so, I'll try my best to keep updating this blog. n_n

p.s ; I just read a manga about this girl who writes a blog novel.. hmm.. I'm thinking of making one too ^-^

Sorry.

Ughh.. today was a HUGE mess. I don't know why but today me personality was so weird. Not to say that I'm always nice to anything but today I think i was being really mean.

First of all I want to apologize to my dearest friend FAiry. I know we haven't been friends for so long but I've come to think of you as of of the dearest friends of mine.

I'm so sorry, I don't know why but it just came out of my mouth. Trust me I really had no bad intentions :C . Besides fairy, I also want to apologize to my sempais (seniors in japanese) TOday, for some reason this mouth won't shut -_-' I don't know if you (my sempais) can hear this apology or not but the thought still counts, right? (maybe not) .. But still I'm sorry T-T Sorry, 申し訳ありません, 미안하게 생각하는, t s

I hope you all forgive me. ^~^ . Today, I felt really bad .. (literally) . 1st cause I said all those bad things. 2nd for some reason my stomach hurt and so did my head. Oh, speaking of stomach hurt, I borrowed Fairy's minyak Yoo-yi (is this the right spelling?) And then, I upset her before I can even thank her for it.. Ughhh.. the guilt is killing me! :C.. FAiry, sorry 미안하게

SUCCESS!

Yes. I finally finished fasting! Wohoo~ Wow~ today felt soo long. Tomorrow I can eat again. Till next week. :C I think we have 9 days left till the month of Ramadhan (the month where we have to fast all month) welcomes us.

Just for laughs? = NO!

WARNING! The text below may contain some excessive emotions such as hatred. Please be aware that I am just letting out my feelings and not blaming anyone. If anyone feel as do the feelings in content below is meant for them please take responsibility. The content below only contains the truth. Please be awared

Today wasn't exactly the greatest day. In fact it was almost the opposite :C *note: today I'm fasting and i didn't woke up early to eat something so, practically I'm starving here*

Since, I'm fasting I don't have to go anywhere during recess. So, I just stood outside the classroom and talked to some of my friends. After recess was Geography. Our teacher was a bit late. So, during that time, my friends wanted to paste some stickers to make the class look good. While I was helping (not really helping; more like supervising :D) suddenly, one of the guys in my class called me and told me to see what a friend of mine did. And of course, they (the guys) did it!

They are just the bunch of idiots that have no idea to do anything good! *huh* Take that! :P (really angry >:P) Sorry, I haven't told you yet what they did ... They dumped all their trash (food wrappers, plastic and even a polystyrene cup) into my bag. There were not like one or two but quite a few especially chocolate/candy wrappers. SO, I took them out of my bag and told them to get rid of it. But, the most idiotic guy who thinks he's so great (again sorry, really pouring out what's in the heart) but actually the fact is he's NOT! said; "Hey, when our geography teacher comes let's tell her that (I) did it", at that moment I couldn't think and went to him and slapped him at the arm. But, since I'm fasting I can't do bad things. HE's so lucky that I'm fasting cause I really wanted to slap him (at the face) plus when I'm hit him it wasn't even that hard.

After that they all laughed. I mean are they stupid or dumb or something? Not only did the guys laugh, even some of the girls did too.. I don't know why but my friends were too busy placing stickers that they did not even come to me. Okay, fine, Maybe I was just hoping too much. I should know how to stick for myself. Then, I went and get the broom and dustpan and sweep the mess that those idiot don't know how to clean! They all just watched and did nothing but continued their ... whatever!

DOne sweeping I went to the back of the class to find my friends so absorbed in the stickers. What can I do? I can't just go to them and complain like a child? But, after a few seconds I couldn't take it. It was too much. I mean, it was horrible for them to dumped trash that we ate and then laugh and what's worst was they just watched me sweep it! Who do they think I am some sort of person who has no feelings? Well, their WRONG! Just cause for some reason I'm nice and can't really yelled or be mad at people doesn't mean I can't feel what their doing. Stupid peoples. >:P

(continuing) Before tears could drop, I went to the toilet alone. I was lucky as not to be seen crying by anyone. But, as soon as I reach the bathroom, immediately, tears start to form. I don't know why but it just won't stop. Why? Was it too much? I don't think so, but it really really hurt T-T I think, if it wasn't for that junior I would probably cry until one of my classmate come and ask me what's wrong. Thank you 감사합니다 ありがとう, n_n

I thought that she would just ignore me, crying there at the corner but she asked me "hey, are you okay?" , "why are you crying?", That moment I remembered again that I'm not alone, I have friends. Just because I suffered most of my life doesn't mean that I'll always keep suffering. I just have to keep look up and ahead. But, at that time, i was so touch but her simple yet meaningful question, I just burst into tears ans told her about those idiots . What to do? I was filled with rage. Then, she had to go she asked me what class am I in. SO i told her and exchanged it with her. Then, I knew that she was a junior. I think that she was so brave to just talk to a person that is her senior. I think I wanna be able to be like that; to be able to just talk to anyone without feeling discouraged .. Either way, still thank you ^_^ . Your deed, I will always remember.

After that, I don't feel like crying and also thought that the teacher is probably already in class. I went and tried to control my feelings for a while, but sooner or later their gonna ask for something. I know it way too well. As expected one of the main idiots ; アイマン called my name from behind, since I don't want to yell i just pretended like i didn't hear it.

Time flew by fast, and it's last period. アイマン switched place with the guy in front of me. I knew it sooner or later I would have to talk to him. It wasn't that I didn't want to forgive but (well, actually i did forgave him, for some reasons ; i don't know why?) I want him to know that what he did was really, terrible, horrible, mean , evil etc. We all finished our exercise early so the teacher told us to do anything. While, I was talking to my friend ミミ, ハニフ, my class monitor told me to call アイマン for him. .. Okay, you're probably bored listening to my story.. so, to cut it short, basically he talked to me and it was impossible to ignore so, I told him to APOLOGIZE! Then, after a few seconds of wasted breathe he finally apologized . SO, That's it I guess..

P.S : Since It's so hard for me to explain to you what happened (as in tell you who is who) I'll just simple put their "names" using the Japanese Hiragana . or is it Kanji.